Invisible

My biggest fear has just been realized I am invisible so invisible, I’ve been put into oblivion.

My mom

So for once in my life it isn’t me being lonely or depressed that’s bothering me it my mom she’s literally gone off the deep end….god I need someone to vent to….what do you do when your mom is crazy paranoid and putting chairs up on closet doors saying someone is in the house or saying youre framing her.

Total truth

So right now im gonna vent and if you have a problem with that, whatever unfollow me. But I have sat basically my whole summer away waiting for my friends to want to talk to me and hangout with me and you know…I only hungout with one person once from school these whole three months and then I try making plans with people yet they never reply anything….I know I might be annoying and probably a little ugly but seriously I want to know if I have friends….friends that I made in highschool I know I graduated but that doesn’t mean I died or does it?

All I want is a friend, just a friend, of mine to randomly text me and say they miss me and we make plans to hangout and they actually happen cuz this has never happened.

Just realized I still had a tumblr, whoops

Whoops.

The moment when your post on Tumblr gets one note

youarebeautifulitsstrue:

I don’t feel the love

I dont feel the love that I see my other friends have between each other….

Not part of the group

Guess I’m not part of the “met-eds”, evernthough I know 3/4’s of you guys. If feel like I did something wrong….cuz then why am I left out?

Nothing

I hate feeling like I’m nothing. I absolutely positively hate it. Ever since after project grad no one except maybe three people have texted me. I mean doesn’t anyone care for me or miss me? One of them is just using me completely…I’m tired of putting myself out there just to get attention and in the end I get none. I’m tired of trying to do something big and no one caring….